In life, everything is predictable
to a certain extent…

The sun rises and sets at a certain time,
the skies play with colors in twilight hours,
sometimes pink streaks,
sometimes orange and bright red,
sometimes yellow behind wispy clouds.

Then the night falls,
The moon changes through its phases
no matter what shape it takes
it never fails to amaze with its face.

The stars twinkle
Clouds gather on rainy days
Seasons pass,
temperatures change.

It’s all predictable.

But when it comes to the workings of the human brain
predictability takes an entirely different train.
It is simple, people are either good or bad.

The good people remain good.
they do good things.
they make good choices.
Thrown in a tricky situation,
they may wander, they may stumble
they may lose their way for a while
but deep inside they remain good
There is hope in them,
They’re so hopeful that they see good even in the bad.

And then there are the bad people.

They do bad things,
not only to themselves but to the people around them.
They are bad even to the good who love them.
“No one is bad”, the good will object.
Perhaps, the bad will even “try” to be good.
but they seldom change.
the rotten continues to rot,
it prefers to be in a dump,
spreading lies, attracting flies
No morality.
No conscience.
No guilt.
No shame.

And perhaps that, too,
is a kind of predictability.

Spanish Streets Steeped in History

This night wasn’t silent.
The cobblestones breathed
a cool air of relief
from the afternoon heat.

The air knocked on
old forgotten doors of balconies
a street light dims
blinking awake
to stay lit
for the ones still out
finding their way home
down the cobblestoned streets.

Alcazaba in Malaga, Spain

Elaichi

Green cardamom pods with some opened showing black seeds scattered on a wooden surface

The scent of crushed cardamoms and saffron
rises from a simmering pot of chai,
drifting through the house
from the kitchen,
up the stairs,
into the room where I still sleep.

I breathe deeply,
the khushboo of elaichi tea
a sharp cool green
opened by heat
sweetening the air,
A smile inside my dreams.

This is how the day begins
with the feeling of home,
somewhere in Spain.

When it rains, it pours
When it pours, close the doors
For it does not feel nice
To walk on soaking floors

Instead, look out the window
With your head upon a pillow
Oh look, swaying in the storm
is a lovely weeping willow

After the storm has passed
Raindrops cling upon the glass
And to hold this memory in time
You stop and take a photo.

I know, that you know, that the last line did not rhyme, but sometimes my dear it’s fine. 🙂

Embracing Age

Holding onto the old
In a new world…
Like a worn leather jacket
Over a satin shirt,
Like a vase of fresh flowers
On a weathered wooden table,
Like a wrinkled hand
Holding an iPhone,
Like a mud pot brewing
Hot noodle soup.
It is not about living in the past.
It is about embracing age,
Imperfection worn with humility,
Finding beauty in austere simplicity.
It is Wabi-sabi.

A promise stretched across distance

I have always loved bridges, the way they appear
More than steel and structure.. like a promise stretched across a distance.
They do not ask why there is a divide,
They simply become the answer.

There’s something deeply hopeful about bridges
People coming together to build something that brings others closer.
It is a path for the lost,
a gentle insistence to keep going
A reminder, there’s always a way forward.
To me, they’ve always felt like symbols of courage, resilience, and possibility.
A connection linking two unknowns, two stranger lands.

And then there’s the Golden Gate Bridge, a work of art!
The scarlet red, or should I say fiery orange-red or accidental “International Orange” colored bridge,
gracefully suspended in the air which looks simply striking
against the endless blue sky and blue bay on a bright sunny day.

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Fix

Blank state of mind, tired muscles, aching bones, a dull throbbing pain on the upper right tooth.
Living, just living the life.

Eyes on the TV, a child cries in the cradle, tired, too tired to rise
Rags on the floor
Dishes in the sink, hammering noise from outside
Living, just living the life.

Fingers shoved inside a bag of chips,
Crumbs on the blanket
The oven dings in kitchen, smoke fills the air
Too tired to rise.

No one around to clean the mess
No one to fix the life.
No savior.
You.. but you?
It’s you. Only you.
Do it, live it,
Live the life.

When you do, this time you better fucking,
Live it right.

A door you refused to open

I dream a dream on repeat
In it, is a door..

A tall, imposing old door
Ornate two-panels
A gold knob on the dark wood
Shaped like the face of a dragon
The more I looked
the more it grew
Intimidating, alive.
I refuse to open,
Who or what awaits on the other side?

I dream a dream..
Of a traditional carved door
Intricate motifs on its arched frame
A faint scent of white pine
Lingered in the air.
I reach out to touch,
but step back
It is not my door,
am I allowed to touch?

I dream a dream..
It is a dark mahogany door,
polished wood:
Glossy and fine
It stretched toward the sky.
I stand before it,
Tilting my head in awe.
But am I allowed
to stand here and stare?

I dream a dream..
Of a red door
with a big black lock
I lose myself
In its structured pattern.
To find such careful carving
Feels like an anomaly.
I stand again before it
I do not try to open it.

I dream a dream..
Of yet another door
Broken, laced with spider webs,
No door knob,
Moss creeping upward
Slowly eating the wood.
Afraid it might crumble at my touch,
I turn away.

I dream a dream..
Of multiple doors
each one closed
Afraid of choosing wrong,
Afraid of being lost,
I run,
I hide,
I cry.

I dream a dream..
Of a giant single black door
It towered over me
I walked towards it,
an ant in comparison
I remembered my Dada told me:
You’ll never know if you never try
I step forward,
But courage runs dry
and I turn behind.

I dream a dream..
Of a familiar door
A door from the past
Its surface remembers my touch
It was opened before
Something had escaped
Something I never named
I look away,
I cannot breathe
and wake with a start.

I dream a dream..
Of the same familiar door from the past
The handle awaits
I walk toward it,
Slowly,
My hand trembles
But this time,
I open it.

Blue sky
Green grass
A silent breeze
I breathe deep
And rise with a smile.